Precious time

Time after time goes by,Year after year pass by.what ever your thinking and feel it,if that make you suffer and stuck,its time to let it go and step forward,start a new you and become a good person more happier each day and each year.every second and every hour its a precious time to make some valuable thing in our life,dont waste so much for something useless and sadness thing.learn how to love our self and other people around you.that is one of good lesson of life....

Questioning of my life...

In my next few year how is my life?did you ever ask your self,Is there any miracle change my life more interesting and colorful,or is it still the same like last fews year I go truth.I always ask when and when my life would change 
I never have a courage to step away,why and why should I regret decision I make?all decision I make from my egotistic I hope god show me the way out.I can start a new life. It's seems I really miss what it's call happiness.in this fews year it's enough I wasting my life for tears and questioning.I hope can do something more meaningful for my self,family,friends and people out there.

Struggle to change my life

When you in the hill seeing so many house with the light on,every each house have their own story,how about yours?if god give me second option in my life to change it,i will make a decision carefully ,to change it a better way,not egotistic decision at the end it's hurt so many person who love me most,i want to do something i missed in this few years,learn more language,go traveling where ever i want,write where ever iam,try to know more people and learn how they struggle their life and can survived and take more picture of life.try be more happy and happier each day.

Mirror of life

Sometimes we see someone life very insteresting and our lifes so dull,sometimes we looking for something that we think we never had before,but the truth every people life have their own problem,it's all depending how they see and solve their problem from other angle of life.some people can go truth all his or her life and love problem happily,some couldn't handle it because its so much pressure and didn't find any solution to solve it or someone to talk about,and the end suicide they think is the best option to solve a problem.did you ever think about it? may be.the truth i ever in this situation feel like a hell but thanks to go my mind still conscious make me think i have to be strong ,it's just one of life barrier,there is so much love from my parents it's make me strong to go truth this life,and now i start to see my life problem in other side from other angle,then we can see other beautiful life that we past before,i just can saya please never ever give up your life for some stupid decision,start to dream because it's make you become someone,dont be afraid to dream even sometimes result not the best,but still you a person who have a dream.give some space for life and your heart then you can start open your heart and open your mind.be grateful to god every each day when you wake up.

Love,life,fool

Dear diary,I was thinking about my life that I spent mostly over 30 something without any interesting life i can said my life was so dull and boring,every hour plus 7day my routine is same,I'm been thinking how to make my life more interesting and more colorful,iam kind a person who have a lot of dream but why iam stuck in here?sometimes mostly regret what I pass.but now I was enjoying writing,hopefully become a writer which can amazed people with my book someday.if that day will come.but I should write anything that make me focus on something I like.it's can say that writing is 1st thing conscious I want I mean the thing that I like to do.I hope some day I can take a good picture around the world And write a story behind that picture.so I should wait until when to make all this cometrue?Feeling useless,hopeless,unhappy all that feeling I just can wrote down in this blog it's my sanctuary place.

love is complicated

So many people ever confused about this feeling,whethere you are man or lady.falling in love is sweetest thing ever happend to each person,some people doesnt know how to describe this feeling since they really falling in love with some or its just nice first impression mix symphatic.most people when really falling in love it can feel that spark in their heart,i just wondering and try to remember did i ever feel that spark....how's feel of falling in love or how's it feel when you crush with some one you just know,love can come every moment in every where you are.too love some one could be a disaster or its could be like sunshine.love is universal that why love its complicated some people could understand other people love some couldn't.but any way dont falling in love but feeling in love it's wont hurt when you lost that love.or some one you really secretly admire and love.