i was been thinking in my last journey when walking at the sea side,it make me rethinking what i have been trough in my 34year life.so much wasting time with useless thing,easily get bored,upset,tired,crying and depressing.compare a life with other people i know my life was a dull story.i hate my life and mistake decision i make in my 34 years time.i have terrible marriage,i would like to change it but i dont know how to end it.
i need to believe what i need to believe in my life.struggle feeling i have everyday is useless with out action.just need a good time to have my life back.wanna leaving all this bad live behind and just see what in front of my life.
